cradling my cat as i type with one hand..
its an awesome morning.
had pam's birthday yesterday and it was so fun.
sonia came and stayed over.
LOL.
every single time she comes over we do something really crazy.
like, yesterday night, i cut her hair for her.
yes i cut her hair.
i was like omg omg omg i'm gonna cut okay!
no regrets ah??
and then she said no regrets.
so snip snip snip.
AND THE END PRODUCT WAS HORRIBLE.
JUST KIDDING.
IT WAS AWESOMMMMMEEEEEEEE LIKEE WHAATTTTTT!
she loved it and i loved it too! :)
lol. success. phew.
maybe years of watching my mum since young has
like empowered me to be able to cut nicely.
even though i never really tried it before.
and then we painted nails,
and squeezed on my single bad and slept.
it was nice. lol. I sound pervy.
but you know what i mean.
we're like both really comfortable with each other.
we sleep surprisingly still for such active people.
sleep like the dead.

i think when we were on the bus home
people thought we were lesbians or something.
weird... like er no?
we're best friends hello?
sigh.

i love my friends.
every single one of them are awesome.
and i can't even remember which ones were unpleasant.
because all of them are really pleasant
and are special in their own way.
I really believe that everyone is good hearted.
just that because of some hidden reason that they
aren't nice sometimes.
so i understand,
because i'm not very nice 24/7 either.
i tend to go into my own world alot,
and stone,
and then some people think i'm like being emo
or like indifferent, or proud whatever.
i'm like "what???? i wasn't emo-ing?!"
i'm just being chill. too chill maybe.

and then there's this super sensitive part.
where i read people. sometimes too much
it unnerves them. i need to snap myself out of it sometimes.
it's like a good and bad thing.
might cause some misunderstandings. or misinterpretation.

moral of the story,
i need to be more aware of my surroundings.
haha.